The Skyline Angel

Just a skyline angel with healing wings, dreaming of the open, waiting for the day...
The day that my wings will fully heal, and I can spread them out and fly away...
I wait... Breathing with hope, and living on that almost unshakeable force called faith.
... But until that day, the feathers of my memories shall be carried on the breeze of time and destiny... to this humble little blog.

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my guitar
music
photography
writing
singing and dancing
stargazer lilies
writing
using the net
fire & ice
life

Dislikes
backstabbers
users
cheaters
cockroaches
pens that don't work
bad time management
too much pressure
mosquitos


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Zal
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Gian
Mike
Kuya Jowi
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Tianxia 09
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Here's a revised version of a poem that I shared with you before. I revised it so I could fit all the new things I feel, now that I am experiencing it again. *sigh, sniffle*

I know I haven't been doing that Portfolio Period thing for quite a while, since I sort of forgot and was rather bored with it. And anyway, I had to give my portfolio back and I forgot all the stuff I wrote in it, save a few poems.

So here's one of my most emotional poems, revised. I felt this when I was left behind by the barkadas of my elementary school, and I feel it now when I was made so happy and my hopes brought up, then was betrayed and crashed down again, by my first year high school class.

Topaz 09... this is from me to you.

Left Behind

You see them
And so do I
We walk towards you all
Your lips curve into smiles
Your eyes brightened
Two listen to another's jokes
More laugh with merriment in their eyes
Several chatter further away

I watch you all
Not really doing anything
Just staying, listening... waiting.

Then you all stand up
And group together
Without a backward glance
And I am left behind.

The door is shut soundly
Its loud bang echoing in my soul
Shattering the dam of my heart
Finally allowing the tears to flow
A mad torrent released
In the hurt of betrayal
The bittersweet pain
Is all I have left.

I look on from the sidelines
Alone and unloved
As you all go through your paces
You all seem to be whole...

... and I am only one.

~~ Eruanne
Current mood: miserable

Current music: 'Minsan Pa' words by Rolando Tinio, music by Jose Mari Chan


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