Here's a poem I wrote for Rhygelle, my current crush... he's been so far for 3 months and 3 days. It's a bit weird because he's quite older than me.
I entitled this poem
From A Distance, because that is how I care for him (ang senti ko talaga, noh?). There is an interesting twist in this poem. I'll show it in the end.
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From a Distancewritten by
EruanneFeeling like I am being sweetly torn apart
Roses with thorns being pressed to my heart
Only you could make me feel this way so easily
Make me feel the bittersweetness so blissfully
Always.
Day and night I feel we are, I the moon and you the sun
I feel that everything shatters and heals in a moment one
Sights and sounds from the background fades into a shifting blur
Till there's nothing and no one else I can remember
And then appears this peaceful silent longing of such depth
Never ending yet disappearing in the whispered wings of a breath
Ceaselessly calling your name in my mind for you to come to my side
Ebbing and flowing restlessly through my being like a relentless tide.
Feelings run through my blood
Over and over again as though sent by God
Running round and round everyday
Everytime I see you I feel this way
Visions of me and you flutter seductively through my mind
Everything fades away and there's nothing but this bind
Remembering nothing because all I see is you
For you I'd go anywhere
Only you could make my soul go bare
Reason and common sense disappear
My soul loves anything and everything you do
I always find myself longing so deeply for you
Can't you see what you do to me?
How, oh how, can I make you see?
All I can do is love from afar, my feelings held back like a dam
Even though I try to let them go, you won't let me love you, so I am
Loving you the only way I can and know.
From a distance.
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Here's the twist... read the first letter of each line downward, except for the last one. ^^
I'll leave you again with another image... this time a silver pendant. I have a very active and weird imagination, and I feel that I hold my love and soul's essence in this pendant. Forgive my weirdness.
~~ Eruanne
current mood: poetic
current music:
Eyes on Me by Faye Wong (gotta love this song)