Saturday, February 18, 2006
Himala, nag-update ako! Sorry if I didn't update in ages... LOL... anyway...I'm going to come clean with many things today, which is why this entry is known as Confessions. I'll reveal some stuff and let free some answers that have been waiting in the wings... so, here we go. Act I of Confessions. Admissions, step out from backstage, and into the spotlight of the stage.On AcademicsWhile my GPA for the 3rd Quarter is still in passing and quite fair (1.778, durnit), I flunked a very important 2-unit subject, Math 1, as you probably know if you read my past entries. I'm now working very hard to pull up my grades, and am putting a LOT of effort into yanking my Math grade back up onto the passing mark. I need at least a 2.25 to pass, so I am slaving away with radicals, exponents, rational algebraic expressions, and all that chorva. I don't really like it, but I don't have any choice. God help me that I survive this.On FamilyMy older sister and I are as close as ever, given that she and I are going through many similar problems. I have her to turn to for advice, and she has me to help her relax, and we have each other to confide to.My little sister and I are the same as always. We tease and bully each other like hell, and we love the other for it. Neat, ne?My parents and I are okay. I still am annoyed with them sometimes, for many things: for being very overprotective, for not allowing me to go to gimmicks with my friends, and stuff like that. But I love them for so many things, too many to list.On FriendsTopaz and I are sort of reconciling. I am talking and spending a bit more time with the other barkadas and other members of the class.Ricky and I are as close as ever, and I totally love him for being my best friend and sticking with me through thick and thin. He was the only one who never left me the whole way through. Thanks so much Ricky!!!Khail and Prissy and I are okay, too. I am so grateful that they too remained my friends throughout everything. Their humor and optimism have been my lifeline these past months.I have also become closer with Sapphire. The G.O.T.H.S. and I are on wonderful terms, and they have adopted me as a Topphire G.O.T.H., as one of their own. It's so nice of them.Mike's barkada has sort of adopted me too, as a Sopaz person... ("Wasdisabaw?") Their fun and advice also helped me out.The other sections and I are also great. Tintin (Ruby) and Gian (Opal) are two of my closest friends, and I can always count on them for humor, chikka, and advice.The other batches and I are also good. Kuya Jowi and Ate Desa are also two of my closest closest friends. Kuya Jowi is so much fun to hang out with, and he's also an excellent confidant. Ate Desa is my mother-fucker-in law... don't ask.Just to summarize, I have good friends. I may not have many, but they're great, and I love them so much for it. Thanks so much guys! I love ya!On LoveAlright, fine, I'll admit it. Yes, I have an MU. Shocked, aren't you?My small crushes are fluctuating (e.g. Mike, Kuya Jowi, Ricky), but none of them beat my MU. I totally love him... so there.I have my doubts and girly paranoia now and again, but I try not to listen to them. I have my good faith and trust in him, and in God, so I know that I'll be guided through this.There, my confessions! God, they were hard to make. But I'm glad I did. Will there be an Act II? There may be more secrets, more answers waiting backstage...~~ EruanneCurrent mood: thoughtfulCurrent music: 214 by Rivermaya
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