The school year is over. My freshman year in Pisay is no more. The moment I handed over my now battered, scratched blue school ID, I knew that I could no longer call myself a freshman. I am now a suffermore. Ay este, sophomore pala.I changed so much over the year. I found some quizzes in Kuya Jowi's blog that can show just how far - or not - I've gone as a PSHS - MC Topaz 09 student.~oOo~
bold things which you areitalicize things you wish you areand don't do anything to the rest
* I miss somebody right now.* I don't watch much TV these days. * I own lots of books. * I wear glasses or contact lenses.* I love to play video games.* I've tried marijuana.* I've watched porn movies.* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. * I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.* I curse sometimes.* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.* I have broken someone's bones.* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.* I hate the rain.* I'm paranoid at times.* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.* I need / want money right now.* I love sushi.* I talk really, really fast.* I have fresh breath in the morning.* I have long hair.* I have lost money in Las Vegas.* I have at least one sibling.* I was born in a country outside of the U.S* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.* I like the way that I look.* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.* I am usually pessimistic.* I have a lot of mood swings.* I think prostitution should be legalized.* I slept with a roommate.* I have a hidden talent.* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.* I have a lot of friends.* I have pecked someone of the same sex.* I enjoy talking on the phone.* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.* I love to shop and/or window shop.* I'm obsessed with my Blogspot or Livejournal.* I don't hate anyone.* I'm a pretty good dancer.* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.* I have a cell phone.* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.* I've rejected someone before.* I currently like / love someone.* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.* I want to have children in the future.* I have changed a diaper before.* I've called the cops on a friend before.* I'm not allergic to anything.* I have a lot to learn.* I am shy around the opposite sex.* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.* I have at least 5 away messages saved. * I have tried alcohol or drugs before.* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.* I own the "South Park" movie.* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal Blogger.* I enjoy some country music.* I would die for my best friend.* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.* I have dated a close friend's ex.* I am happy at this moment.* I'm obsessed with girls.* Democrat.* Conservative Republican.* I am punk rockish.* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.* I study for tests most of the time.* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.* I can work on a car.* I love my job.* I am comfortable with who I am right now.* I have more than just my ears pierced.* I walk barefoot wherever I can.* I have jumped off a bridge.* I love sea turtles.* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.* I plan on achieving a major goal / dream.* I am proficient on a musical instrument.* I hate office jobs.* I went to college out of state.* I am adopted.* I am a pyro.* I have thrown up from crying too much.* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.* I adore bright colors.* I usually like covers better than originals. * I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.* I can pick up things with my toes.* I can't whistle.* I have ridden /owned a horse.* I still have every journal I've ever written in.* I talk in my sleep.* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.* I wear a toe ring.* I have a tattoo.* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.* I am a caffeine junkie.* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. * I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.* I have been to over 15 conventions.* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.* I'm an artist.* I am ambidextrous.* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.* I have terrible teeth.* I hate my toes.* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.* I have lived in either three different states or countries.* I am extremely flexible.* I love hugs more than kisses.* I want to own my own business.* I smoke.* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.* I have played strip poker with someone else before.* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.* I can't stand being alone.* I have at least one obsession at any given time.* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.* I'm a judgmental asshole.* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.* I have traveled on more than one continent.* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. * I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.* I am a Libertarian.* I can speak more than one language.* I would rather read than watch TV.* I like reading fact more than fiction.* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.* I have no piercings.* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.* I've been married and am now divorced.* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.* I like most animals better than most people.* I own a collection of retro games consoles.* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.* I have hit someone with a dead fish.* I have written/read erotic stories.* I am compulsively honest.* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.* I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.* I dislike milk.* I obsessively wash my hands.* I always carry that something significant around with me.* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. * I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.* I hand typed all the HTML tags in this document.* I've liked something / someone which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. * I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.* I am a virgin.* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.* I don't like to chew gum.* I am intrigued with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.* Had the teen angst thing going for at least 2-3 years.* Wishes people would be more empathic and honest with each other.* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.* I love to sing.* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.* I have a custom-built computer.* I want to have a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.* I occasionally cling to someone's boobs.* I have fallen out of a tree.* I am possessive of my friends.* I made a gay couple in the SIMS, and they sleep together too.* I am going through a potentially life-changing dilemma as of this writing.* Nerd.* People complain of the smallness of my handwriting. * I know all the lyrics of 80% of all NSYNC's songs.* I get to flunk almost 85% of my grades for one quarter.* I can successfully twirl a pen.* I wouldn't really mind if I learn later on that my wife is bi/gay
~oOo~
Put an X for everything you've done this year.[x] broken a promise (who can't at least once?)[x] made a new friend (ang dami! yay!)[x] fell in love (I can honestly say that I did.)[x] fell out of love (*sob*)[x] done something you swore never to do (oh god, yeah... and it didn't do me much good)[x] lied (who didn't? "Oh, sorry, Ma'am, I didn't do the homework, kasi tinamad po ako!" Who says that nowadays?? WHO??)[x] stole (eep.)[x] went behind your parents' back (I felt WAY bad about this)[x] cried over a broken heart (yeah, many times... *sniff*)[x] disappointed someone close (I'm really sorry... you know who you are... alam mo na sorry ako, 'di ba?)[x] hidden a secret (duh.)[x] pretended to be happy (*sigh* for his sake as well as hers... and for my friends as well... well, that's life, right?)[ ] got arrested (unless you count the school fair jail booth?)[ ] kissed in the rain (fat chance)[x] slept under the stars (STARGAZING! ... and next to him / them too, who would've thought?)[x] gotten in a fight (a lot.)[x] kept your new year's resolution (yeah! I'm not so impatient now as I was last year!)[ ] forgot your new years resolution (haler?? see above!)[x] met someone who changed your life (ang dami!)[x] met one of your idols (you betcha. this was cool, and way unexpected, too.)[x] changed your outlook on life (I now know the value of HEATED BATHING WATER. and HOMECOOKED FOOD. and INTERNET ACCESS. and FULL 10 HOURS OF SLEEP. and... *voice goes on and on*)[ ] sat home all day doing nothing (this could never happen. I always had work / chuva to do)[x] pretended to be sick (to illicit some sympathy from one of my earlier crushes)[ ] left the country (I wish.)[ ] almost died (unless you count the time I nearly slit my wrists in English class?)[ ] drank myself retarded (drank, but not to the point of retarded)[x] lost someone close to you (*sniffle*)[x] been to the hospital (oh god yeah... it's practically my second home now)[x] gotten closer to someone (ang dami rin! yay!)[ ] streaked (what does this mean, anyway?)[x] cried over someone (oh yes. very much.)[ ]broken up with a gf or bf (unless you count MU?)[x] given up something important to you (HOT WATER. but whatever, I gave up many other more important stuff)[x] talked on the phone all night (YM's counted, right?)[x] learned something new about yourself (yeah! so much!)[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it (hehehe, videotaping "stuff" was amusing... too bad for PDA-ing, Music-room-corridor-frequenting fourth years...)[x] made a change in your life (YESH.)[x] made a total fool of myself (EVERY FRICKIN' DAY.)[x] met great people (hear hear!)~oOo~
Well, that's it. One high school year over. Three more to go. God help me that it will be more fruitful, better, more meaningful, and all that than this last one... but still just as memorable.
~~ Eruanne
current mood: wistful, already missing freshie life
current music: Over by Lindsay Lohan (don't ask.)
